AFTERTONES
This Height

Written early Oct 2001, not long after Janis had played one of her first shows following the events of 11 Sept  -  in Charlotte, NC on 21 Sept. She started that show with a new song, "Nervous", written only hours before. She got an immediate standing ovation. You could later follow the links below for the live recording of "Nervous", and Janis' own account of "911" ....

She needed to rest.  She lay down, still nervous and unsure, in the warmth of the last of the autumn sunshine, and found her mind wandering and wondering  …. Uncle Wonderful  ….  Alice in Wonderland  .… Alice Wonderful …. Uncle in Wonderland ….   And then she felt herself gently falling, down the rabbit hole …..

" … Soon her eye fell on a little glass box that was lying under the table: she opened it, and found in it a very small cake, on which the words "EAT ME" were beautifully marked in currants. "Well, I’ll eat it," said Alice, "and if it makes me grow larger, I can reach the key" ……. "
 

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... dedicated to our own intrepid Alice (who knows she has grown still further in our eyes), and especially to all the Uncle Rudies.

To the tune of "This Night", from the album Uncle Wonderful, by Janis through-the-looking-glass Ian.
 

There I am, suddenly tall
Will they still love me in the hall
Now I'm this height?
Will they still think me the same?
Eating the fruit of guilt, will I die 
Now I'm this height?
I've gotta make up my mind 

And the fans
Will go swirling round my feet
And the bells will toll less high
And we'll laugh until we cry a little lake
This height,
Could be mine forever now
'cause forever is our name
and my fans will keep swirling
and urging me to play
This is the height! 

There I am, ready at last
Holding my own
Singing nervous and fast
This is the height
What if it dampens the show?
Will they forgive me
Not leave me stranded?
How do I know
Just how far to go?

And the fans
Will go swirling round my feet
And the bells will toll less high
And we'll laugh until we cry a little lake
This height,
Could be mine forever now
'cause forever is our name
and my fans will keep swirling
and urging me to play
This is the height!

Here I am, waking in bed
Suddenly certain, purged of the dread
I am that height
Don't think I'll look like a fool
Don't think I really need wait and see
I know what to do
Just tell them I'm scared too

And the fans
Will go swirling round my feet
And the bells will toll less high
And we'll laugh until we cry a little lake
This height,
Could be mine forever now
'cause forever is our name
and my fans will keep swirling
and urging me to play
This is the height!
 

PS.  But Janis ... still treat us carefully … look what then very nearly happened to Alice …

" She thought: "I must be growing small again."  She got up and ..found that .. she was .. going on shrinking rapidly: she soon found out that the cause of this was the fan that she was holding, and she dropped it hastily …" !

 
 
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for this song!
 "Treasure the link ..."
 
911 - A Journal
 Janis' personal account of 11 Sept
Nervous
 Download Nervous and other MP3s
Uncle Wonderful
 Discography and album background
 
Janis Ian's own Website
 Full of glorious treasures!
 
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